Directioner Dreams

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Thu, 16 May 2013 21:11:03 -0400

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Wed, 15 May 2013 23:55:00 -0400

babies come back!

Wed, 15 May 2013 23:28:24 -0400

Well i can’t sleep so i’m on here for a while! PARTY !!

-H Xx

aww why aren't you girls that active anymore? i love your blog and i miss seeing your stuff on my dash... tmi > life

Wed, 15 May 2013 20:37:41 -0400

There’s been a lot of things happening lately that isn’t giving us a lot of time to write any more. Hopefully if all goes well we should be back on here soon. Maybe when schools over.

-H Xx

where did you guys go? i remember when i used to check this blog every day and see all the funny stuff you guys were saying! :'( You guys were seriously my favorite blog and it's so sad that you don't update anymore! I hope maybe sometime in the future you will come back on here! Love you all xx

Wed, 08 May 2013 22:28:29 -0400

there has been maassssivvve amounts of stress and tons of things that have been keeping us occupied and as much as I love writing one shots and stuff, I have no time (right now at least)

The weird thing is, is that I come on here probably once a day and try and think of something to write and I just never can. It’s so weird I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

hopefully we will get back to posting some stuff soon. I’m sorry that there hasn’t been much happening these past couple of months/weeks/years/decades (however long you think we have been gone lol)

-C xo

Fanfic: The Endless Summer

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 19:58:00 -0400

Chapter 20

Kendalls POV
Out of all things to happen to you, you were sick.

And i’m not talking about that “heavy head” or “gross” feeling. I’m talking about full on sore throat, head ache, runny nose, and just about everything that came along with having the cold.

You were trying to think about how you may have gotten it. You went through all possible scenario’s and finally called Louis in a huff.

Louis: “Hey Kendall-“

Kendall: “Did you do this to me?”

Louis: “Do what? Why do you sound so weird-“

Kendall: “I’m sick and I’m trying to figure out who got me sick, and i’m guessing it wasn’t you since you sound perfectly fine…”

Louis: “Yeah, but I know Harry’s fairly sick-“

Kendall: “Ugh i’m going to kill him, ok i’ll talk to you later Lou”

Louis: “Bye sicko” he said with a light laugh before hanging up.

You immediately called Harry and he picked up within the first ring,

Harry: “Why hello there gorgeous” he said flirtatiously, even though it wasn’t the slightest bit seductive since he sounded just as stuffed up as you were.

Kendall: “So you’re the person who got me sick…”

Harry: “You’re looking at him…well at least talking to him”

Kendall: you laughed lightly “I just wanted to know who it was-“

Harry: “What are you up to?”

Kendall: taken back, although you weren’t thinking much of it you said “Just watching some movies, blowing my nose, coughing, the usual”

Harry: “Well why don’t we do that stuff together? Since you know, we’re both sick and all…” he said nervously

Kendall: you were kind of unsure, but you had to show him you didn’t hate him because well…you didn’t “Yeah sure, why not”

Harry: “I’ll leave right now, see you soon…baby” he said jokingly, trying to be ‘seductive’ but just like before it didn’t work.

You laughed and hung up the phone.

As you waited for Harry to get here, you started to think about where you’re standing with him.

Forgive and forget, you told yourself. After all he did apologize, that should be good enough, right?

Yeah, but he made you cry. No boy should ever do that. You were about to interrupt your conscience when it interrupted you instead.

It was like he was blaming you for having cancer, You thought.

You just decided you would take it one step at a time. Even if that meant a few tears along the way.

You heard a knock at the door, and you walked slowly down the stairs and opened the door and Harry was there.

His nose was red and puffy and his eyes were blood shot. You guys practically looked like twins.

“Wow, you look like shit” he said to you laughing as he walked in.

“Like that makes me feel any better, and to think I was going to forgive you” you said playfully as he walked behind you up to your room.

“Harsh” he said to you as you entered your room.

“You started it” you said smiling, you sat down on the bed and he sat next to you.

You couldn’t help but notice the bag of stuff Harry brought, “So what you got there?” you said raising an eyebrow.

“Oh I almost forgot,” he said he brought out some cough candies, movies, and tissues.

You got confused when you saw in the pile of movies that the majority of them were Disney movies. You picked up Bambi and waved it “I see you still keep in touch with your inner child” you said laughing.

“Don’t lie, everyone loves Disney” Harry said as he walked up to your VCR and shoved the movie in.

He took out the previous movie in there and waved it “I see you still keep in touch with your inner child” your cheeks went a tad red when you saw it was Hercules.

“Hey, I didn’t deny that I hated Disney movies. In fact, I didn’t even respond, so” you said as you stuck out your tongue.

Harry popped in the movie and you started to watch it.

******************

You were halfway through the movie and you didn’t realize you were laying on on Harry’s chest and he was cuddled into you.

“I can’t wait to tell the guys this” He said, rubbing his arm up and down your shoulder.

“Tell them what?” you asked confused.

“That our first date was us watching Bambi and dying of the common cold” he said and you started to laugh.

“Well it’s definitely not the typical way to have a date” you said as you sat up to look at him.

His arm hooked around your waist and he cuddled you in closer. “You’re extremely emotional when your sick” you said as you rested your head on his shoulder.

“Well you’re my girl now and I don’t want to go a single moment without being with you” he said softly.

‘My girl’ did he just call you ‘my girl’? you bit the inside of your cheeks, so this means we’re together? you smiled to yourself, I like the thought of that.

“You’re girl?” you said repeating for about this fifth time, only this was the first time you said it out loud. You put your head back on his chest so he couldn’t see you blushing, “I like that” you said outloud.

He bent down and kissed your forehead.

Who knew Bambi could be so romantic?

oh my g o d

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 18:03:29 -0400

oh my g o d

I would faint o mf g -C

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 15:15:12 -0400

I would faint o mf g -C

super rusty on these guys, i apologize -C

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 15:13:20 -0400

super rusty on these guys, i apologize -C

Fanfic: The Endless Summer

Mon, 04 Mar 2013 17:08:07 -0500

Chapter 19

*Flashback to Summer of 2009*

No Ones Point of View
The boys were in their typical meeting grounds/hang out spot, Louis cabin.

It was a typical night for them; checking their inventory, swinging back a couple of beers, and of course, going over their plan for tonight’s big ‘show’.

“So to make sure we have no interruptions during tonight’s business i’m going to have Niall stand gaurd-“

“Liam you can’t be serious, Niall’s the puniest one here. He doesn’t have a chance against Michael’s crew members” Zayn said knowingly.

“Wanna bet?” Niall said standing up walking over to Zayn and acting as if he was towering over him.

“Can you two just sit down? I’m sure Niall can handle it, and if not, he can just pull out his gun. Plain and simple” Harry stated casually, not taking this situation very seriously.

“Haz we can’t pull our guns and knifes out on people every time they stand in our way,” Louis said to him with a strong tone.

“Isn’t that why we have them though? To help us if we have someone who is being a shit disturber?” Harry said, “You do know we’re a gang right? Whether you like it or not we agreed to be in this a long time ago, and there’s no turning back now-“

“You think I don’t fucking know that Harry?!” Louis shouted standing out of his seat, causing his chair to flip back.

“Then quit acting like a pussy” Harry shouted back.

This caused Louis to throw his fist into Harry’s stomach, which made him double over in pain.

“Can you two stop acting like a bunch of idiots? Sit the fuck down and pay attention or else it will be your asses who are getting pummeled tonight ” Zayn said coming in between them, which caused them to slowly sit down in silence.

“So as I was saying, the rest of us will run in, grab what we need and leave” Liam said, stating the basics of every run-in job they do.

The boys all nodded their heads in agreement.

“Alright, let’s go then”

************

“Look who we got here?” a sinister voice called from behind as the boys exited their vehicle about to head into the building.

They stopped dead in their tracks, the voice sent shivers down their spine as they saw the shadow of someone stand in front of them.

“The fuck are you doing here Valentino?” Louis said, practically spitting out his name.

Michael laughed “How intimidating of you, Tomlinson” he said, mocking Louis.

“Now listen so we don’t cause a riot in these peaceful streets-“

“Why should we listen to you Michael? The last time I checked you’re not in any place to be ordering us around” Harry said strongly.

Michael sighed deeply “Just give us the damn key so we can get the god damn stuff” he ordered.

“I don’t think so” Zayn said stepping forward.

They were face to face at this point. Breathing heavily on to one another.

Michael took the first swing, slamming his fist in the side of Zayn’s cheek bone.

This caused the boys, and Micheal’s crew to hit with one another.

Blood was flying, along with curses and fists. Until finally, a single fire was shot.

The boys looked towards the direction where they heard the sound of the shot. They saw Liam, standing over one of Micheal’s men.

Michael’s crew members was lifeless on the ground, laying there. His face was pale from the lack of blood being kept in his body. The blood swirled around him, outlining his body in red.

This caused the rest of Michael’s crew to run. However some of them didn’t get far enough, which lead to them crashing down to the pavement as Zayn pulled the trigger of his gun a couple of times.

“What about the rest of them?” Niall said to Zayn, he said as he watched the other guys run away.

“I’ll deal with them later. They know we’ll blow their god damn head’s off if they think about telling a living soul about this.

“Please,” the heard a faint voice shout, turning around as they saw Harry standing over Michael with a gun.

“Don’t do this,” Michael said softly, his voice shaking due to the fact of him being scared.

“Save it Valentino,” Harry said, and in an instinct, he shot the bullet.

*******

The car ride back to the cabin was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.

All the boys were thinking about tonight’s events.

Why was this effecting them so much?

“This is the first guy we’ve actually killed for no good reason” Louis spoke up from the silence, which had all the boys look up and straight.

“I mean usually we have a reason, but this time, he actually begged us not to kill him. No one’s ever done that.” Louis said softly.

And just like that they all knew,

this was definitely not the end of One Direction,

but only the beginning

Fanfic: The Endless Summer

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 12:21:00 -0500

Chapter 18

Warning: Language

No Ones Point of View
Louis twiddled his fingers anxiously as he waited the arrival of his four friends, or should I say, group members.

This wasn’t just any regular group of friends, they had a bond that was irreplaceable. No matter how angry they got at each other or how many fights they got into, something kept them all together.Not even their families, girlfriends, or best friends knew what it was. It was something that haunted them everyday and if they can’t do it together, then they can’t do it at all.

The pounding on Louis door made Louis snap out of his day dream and had him striding to the door. He didn’t realize how slow he was walking until he heard from outside “Come on Lou, open the god damn door” from one of his friends.

He opened the door to reveal his four friends, all their faces hard with no emotion.

“Come in guys,” he waved his hand in as they all made their way inside in a single file line.

“Took you long enough to open the door there, bud” Zayn said, giving him a hard pat on the back, which made Louis chest stick out due to the force Zayn had in his slap.

“Now,” Niall said, as he sat down in one one of Louis chairs in his cabin. “Tell us why you called us here, or if I didn’t know any better, it’ll be like old times” he said slowly, which had Louis cringing.

Louis breathing hitched nervously as he began to propose his question, “I think,” he said pausing trying to find out a way to put this, “I think we should tell Kendall about, you know, what happened and what we are and-“

“Louis are you fucking out of your mind?!” Liam said angrily taking him back by surprise.

“No I’m not! I’m just saying that maybe we should since her and Harry are kind of a thing now and-“

“Louis, i’m still trying to get her to forgive me. There’s no way i’m telling her about Michael and the other guys now” Harry said, trying to persuade Louis into thinking otherwise.

They all paused to think about that night, and all the other nights before.

They didn’t know why this night haunted them the most, they’ve done it a million times before, and felt no remorse.

It was just business.

Was it the way their nemesis pleaded and cried for them to ‘stop’ as they quickly over powered him? Giving him no chance to fight back, and left him in the middle of the street stranded? No way of anyone knowing he was gone or the fact that he was dead?

It sent shivers down their spines.

“I don’t know why,” Liam said softly, “But to this day I still can’t get him out of my head” he said pausing. The boys shook their heads in agreement.

“Louis, I don’t care how much you want to tell her, you can’t.” Zayn said putting his hand on his shoulder.

Louis nodded, and they all sat in silence.

this just happened

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 21:04:49 -0500

this just happened

Fanfic: The Endless Summer

Sat, 23 Feb 2013 17:58:00 -0500

Chapter 17

sorry for the short chapter but it was needed for the new cliff hanger -C

Louis POV
I can’t believe she forgave the bastard.

I’ve known Harry for a while, well a long time at least. He’s a nice guy when he wants to be but when he doesn’t, well…good luck.

You took a deep breath as you balled your hand in a fist and knocked on Kendall’s door. Your angry thoughts boiled down once Kendall opened the door and you saw her face.

“Hey Lou,” she said with a smile.

She didn’t look like herself. She looked almost sick (I mean I know she is sick but she didn’t look like her usual sick-self). Her complexion was pale, her eyes were red and you could tell she’s lost some weight.

You sighed deeply and brought her in an embrace, trying not to crush her fragile body with your stronger one.

She brought you inside and downstairs to her basement, where you both seated yourself on the couch and you stared at her gentle face, waiting for her to talk.

“I know I told you I forgave him,” she started to say in a hushed tone, her voice out of breath from crying before you came over “But something just came over me that made me flash back to when the whole thing happened” she said, closing her eyes tightly to try and stop the tears from flowing down her cheeks.

You put your hand on her shoulder, trying to comfort her. “I mean it was like he changed into a whole different person, i’ve never seen anything like it”

You gulped hard, you knew exactly what she meant.

You tried to compare it to the other time when he-

Your thought was interrupted by the sounds of her weeping. You felt her small cave into your lap.

You didn’t know what to do,

Do I tell her about his past?

The secrets?

The past that we all had?

You took the palm of your hand and rested it on her back, you pulled out your phone with your empty one and opened up your group chat you had with your four other friends.

Louis: Meeting in 2 hours, be at my cabin.

this should be illegal

Sat, 23 Feb 2013 15:07:00 -0500

this

should be

illegal

17flack: Harry Styles and Liam Payne from One Direction...

Sat, 23 Feb 2013 15:01:28 -0500

17flack:

Harry Styles and Liam Payne from One Direction witness malaria’s deadly effects | Red Nose Day 2013

Fanfic: The Endless Summer

Fri, 22 Feb 2013 15:14:00 -0500

Chapter 16

Warning: Language

Kendall’s POV
He was exactly the person I did not want to see right now.

If anything, he was the person I did not want to see, period.

Everything you said to Louis over the phone about “maybe not meaning what you said” immediately washed away from you, and pure solid hate had overcome your senses.

“Look Kendall, I know you don’t want to talk to me-” “I couldn’t have said it better myself” you said sarcastically giving him a flat smile.

“But I need to talk to you okay?” he said to you with sincerity. You paused for a moment a sighed deeply, you were contemplating whether or not to slam the wooden door in his face, or to let him walk in to your life-or house-again.

“Ok” you said softly, moving out of the way so he could walk in. You waited for him to waltz his way in before you slammed the door behind him. The sudden loud sound had Harry jump a bit.

You laughed silently at his reaction, but your face quickly hardened when he turned around.

“Uh, I guess let’s just go up to my room?” you said as you lead the way, you saw him smirk a bit.

“If you want to get it in babe, you can just ask” he said with a sudden chuckle, and had you taken back by surprise (and disgust).

“No you dick, I just didn’t know where else to go and besides, I thought you didn’t want to be associated with a girl who had cancer?” you said questioning him, which immediately shut him up.

You got to your room and you sat on the bed and once Harry strolled in, you pointed at the chair in the corner in your room, telling him to sit there.

You sat in silence for a while when Harry spoke, “So…you’re room is nice-” “Can you just cut to the chase?” you said abruptly, which had Harry taken back.

“Listen, I know you didn’t come over to compliment the niceness of my room, and throw perverted thoughts at me, so just tell me so we can get this over with” you said, trying to get your point across with your ‘annoyed’ tone of voice.

“Kendall, I just want you to know how truly sorry I am” he said, looking into your eyes with his green ones, capturing you in his gaze.

“If you were so sorry, why didn’t you come apologize to me two weeks ago?” you said back, angrily.

“I-I-” “Exactly” you said with sharpness.

He wasn’t talking, so you took that to your advantage. “I was still fuming a few weeks ago don’t get me wrong, but I would’ve actually may’ve considered it as an apology if you came a couple days after you blew up on me for something that it totally out of my control, just to let you know” you said pausing “How can you come back to me and act like nothing’s wrong?” you said, “What you did to me hurt, a lot”

“I know,” he paused, “But i’m here now, apologizing. Why won’t you forgive me now?” he said getting up from his seat and sitting down at the edge of your bed, right beside your feet.

This made you uncomfortably shift your body position and softly cross your arms, “I don’t know” you said softly, quickly looking at him, and then looking away, thinking about how he is actually here in your presence trying to apologize.

He sighed deeply, and gave you the gesture to move over a bit. You suddenly felt a wave of tension as you shifted over. You felt the bed cave in a bit as he sat himself next to you.

You didn’t look at him once but you felt his gaze on you, making your cheeks turn an obvious shade of red.

“I need you to punch me,” he said out of the blue, which made you look at him as if he had four heads.

“You want me to what?” you said finally making eye contact, raising an eyebrow up in confusion.

“You know, take your hand in a fist-” “I know how to punch someone, you idiot” you said pausing because of your light laughter “I just want to know why” you said looking back up at him.

He smiled, “Because i’m sure the pain of you punching me would probably feel the same as what I did to you” he said softly, which had your face harden.

You then started to feel all the pain he caused you. The countless tears, the continuous ‘why me?’ rants. It all boiled over and you immediately slammed your fist into the surface of his skin.

“Holy shit!” Harry said as he clutched his arm. You suddenly felt a flood of tears flowing down your cheeks, and you immediately shielded your face.

“Kendall,” he said wrapping his arm around you and thumbing your chin. “I don’t get why you’re crying,” he said, “this was supposed to hurt me, not you” he said as he wiped you tears from your cheeks.

You smiled, “Sorry, I just got a bit over whelmed” you said softly.

He smiled and gave your forehead a sweet peck.

*******

As Harry was walking out of your door, he turned to you “So do you still hate me?” he said leaning against your door frame.

“I never said I hated you” you said sincerely, “Look I got to go-” “See you soon?” he said in a hopeful tone.

You gave him a quick nod and a smile as you shut the door.

What am I going to do?

Each of you, out ofthe boys who would you rather, date, marry, kill, fuck, cheat with?

Fri, 22 Feb 2013 15:05:00 -0500

how can I answer this?…

KILL IS NOT AN OPTION

-C xo

when are you going to finish The Music Inside? that's been running for way too long. you should finish it up soon. I started that fanfic a whale year ago.

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 21:32:25 -0500

I stopped writing it anyways so make up your own ending I guess?

- K xx

where is the gif of Louis from in your last one shot?

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 20:56:32 -0500

it’s from the 1d one year in the making documentary (i dont think thats the actual name but im sure if you youtube it you’ll find it) :)

-C xo

i would bear hug him and just not let go, look at that face...

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 10:45:45 -0500

i would bear hug him and just not let go, look at that face it’s been carved by angels -C